So, Im kidn of mentally spazzing out while my body is relazing and my vision is getting blurrrrsy. My life feels shitty alot, but most ly right now it feesl godo cause im on somehting.
I was drinkign wine/cookingwine shit but there was barely any so i switched overto my anti-anxiety pills here.
Im like building up to a spiritual experience. Its crazy. Maybe Ill post more.